its a new day, with a bright new tomorrow.
welcome back to the blog ring. i haven't blogged in a while (i left up the last post as the end-of-the-series-turned-new so as to segway into this new blog style), as you can see... the last blog was APRIL of 2005. yes... that's a very, very long time ago. but the road in my life has left me stranded for gas a few times since. and then coughed up a new mercedes... figuratively, of course.
i'm in a job that bores the ever-loving sh*t out of me. i enjoy the kind of work i do, selling high priced high fashion for men. woot. its a gay boy's dream in a city like this, which lacks many other opportunities. and it well pays the bills that are required in my life. but i'm in a rut. let me tell ya. i need something exciting. something that can better hold my attention, and challenge me. something with a little risk, but more elevated and stable income.
....trying to use my abilities in networking, searching for something different... it hasn't panned out yet.
but soon.
sometimes i wonder why life leads me a certain way. undeniably, its been a tough, up-hill battle that i've been fighting at school this year. from leaving my post as an assistant director, to leaving the bookstore, giving up the presidency in my fraternity, moving (and destroying, for the most part) my entire school-related social life, and as an effect, losing touch with people that i was closest to... its been the longest battle yet.
and it keeps on giving.
i detest how you may think that things are over, life is getting better, and that the world will officially move on. i wish that were the case in my life.
one poor decision and the world slips from your figers.. and they prefer to never let you forget it.
but i'm strong. i mean, again, figuratively. i'm a skinny kid, but don't let that fool you. i'm all about standing up for what i believe in, righting wrongs, and making amends. even learning something along the way is something that i stand for.
i digress. *steps off soapbox*
i had a delightful weekend. a combination of awesome times at smoke-filled clubs dancing with my drunken friends and spending some real quality time with Dave (a new guy... but one i'm hoping to see around for a bit) really put me back on track and gives me the confidence to push me through. this week oughtta be better than last. well hell, it is already.
and in the style of Forrest Gump:
"that's all i've got to say about thaaat."
